You will cope - you will learn to. And it does help if you are interested in the topic. Although even in midwifery there will be topics that you dont enjoy. Last semester one of assignments was a 4000 word ethics essay - that thing nearly killed me because not only did I HATE IT but like you the essay has to be 'right'.

But I passed and I try to think of essays like contractions..... each one brings you closer to the end goal!