I felt like you, I know it is a worry.

How old are yours?

Mine are 4 and 8 and it was tough at the start (though they got used to me doing the access course and the hours are similar) placement can be difficult sometimes, depending on your shifts. But it does go quickly, and its worth it!

If you have good, flexible childcare, you won't worry about them. Sounds bad, but I don't think about them much on placement as I am too busy!

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