Yeah, mum had a PPH, EBL 700ml. Baby was 11lb 3 and 3/4 oz !!!!! No wonder he couldn't get out! They were both well when I finished my shift though, just knackered and glad for it to be over... well apart from stitching that was about to be commenced.
I've calmed down now, and taking your advice on board, going to spend tonight doing a reflection, and am in uni on Thurs and Fri, can't wait to see my cohort to talk to them.
I got out of speaking to the NMC who were doing an inspection on our uni and the trusts we are placed in. Glad I missed them, wasn't in the mood after that little lot ..lol.