Susie.
My god, what you have been through! I am so very sorry for what has happened to you. My heart really does go out to you for so bravely posting that. I guess it is good to be able to talk about these things and am so pleased that you feel you can do that here.
How do you feel about everything now? Do you put it to the back of your mind? or have accepted it all and tried to move on?
Huge, hugs to you
