thanks guys,
thing is before I received my offer, I was convinced that I hadnt got the place and so in a way was upset that I had got the offer as it meant the decision was not gonna be taken out of my hands and I would now have to decide whether to do it or not. But when the offer came, I knew I would be stupid to not grab the opportunity by both hands. I also thought about deferring for the year if I did get an offer but didnt think that I would be able to as didnt think brighton would want me to.
Dory- the reason I cant have a student loan is because I have had one before so I cannot have one now. Which means it will be so difficult and at least if I live with OHs mum if I cannot pay rent for a month she wont chuck me out or whatever.
If I think about deferring now, it just really upsets me as I was so prepared for this sep. and have met some of my cohort (sp???) and have become quite friendly with a few of them so I would hate to not be able to start with them. And I have already been waiting for 2 years so am really raring to go, just cant imagine surviving another year without being able to start my dream. So far I only know of Sooz who wants Worthing....and there must be more than 1 place....maybe theres loads of worthinites that we dont know of.
Yeh I'm trying my hardest to not think about it until monday. Been teaching all day today and going to buy a wedding dress with OHs mum tomorrow so that will hopefully take my mind away.
I start my new job on mon at 9 so cant phone until 1pm when I finish