Oh Donna,
What a very moving post that is, I am sat here in tears reading it, in the nicest possible way.
I am so sorry to hear about little Cady- rene, she sounds such a special little angel, and I am sure she is looking down on you with love & pride now.
I hope that when I deal with parents going through what you have, that they can feel I have made such a difference to them a your midwife did.
Thank you so much for sharing this, it helps me to understand how the parents feel a little better, and I will always remember this when I am on shift.
Bless you hunni, sending you huge hugs and lots of love. xxxx