Awww hun, what a scary time for you. As the others have said though don't let this put you off, being a runner puts you in that firing line to be shouted instructions at to call crash team etc but you can't actually do anything but stand by and watch. With training this will come and as the others have said de-briefing is an important process. You will be fine
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Karen
Currently doing access course part-time Yay! I'm on my way now