In all honesty - yes, I do goes days without seeing the girls and it's bloody awful! - Run's of long days is the worst for that - the worst should be 4 complete days without seeing them. When I feel bad about it it's horrible - if I don't feel bad - I feel guilty about that. When they play up when I am with them or cry when I leave them I feel bad what I'm putting them through - if they don't seem to mind at all then I feel like they don't really love me any more or whatever!!!

I seem to have a weekly crisis about whether to take some time out or whatever to be a mummy for a bit - goodness knows what I'm going to do!

I guess the actually not seeing them bit depends on how old they are and how long it takes you to get too or from your placement....

Another moany old responce from me - sorry guys!