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Posted 22-Jun-2009 at 22:01 by kittykat

Maybe its just stress getting to me, but I really cant be arsed some days, even to just get outta bed.

Just came outta a long term relationship, feeling like ****, the guy who i fancy the pants off has a girlfriend yet keeps flirting with me, and i'm not interested in midwifery at all!

My mind is constantly buzzing, not with anything useful though. I go to placement, do my bit, come home and just sit in the mess that is my room when I should be doing my essay or cpads! I just feel like giving up and throwing in the towel. I know I won't it just seems like theres not enough time in the world to do all I want to.

Also I'd like to do an elective placement in OZ....but can I?! no! cos my uni doesn't do them! Does anyone know if I can do them if I took a year out? Oh gosh!

I need a holiday, cant wait till august this time in 2 months I'll be sunning myself by the pool!

seriously am going potty, hence why i havent been on here in so long! Roll on the end of first year! Does this normally happen?

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aw hun, I have had one of those moments too, and i am soooo passionate about midwifery. It's normal to feel lack lustre sometimes when under such enormous amounts of stress. I'm sure splitting with your partner has left you out of sorts and a little lost, but you will get your groove back!

Just keep focusing on what you want ie' a successful career, and keep working for it step by step, taking time for you along the way! As for this guy, i've been there and it doesn't make you feel any good! fine if it's just for fun, but if you're developing feelings for him and he's already taken, it cannot end well!

It sounds like you just need to take time to recover anyway, soon it will be the end of the year and you can go off and re-cuperate and gather some energy!

big love to you hun, it's ok to feel crap sometimes, but you'll find your mojo!

xxxxx

Posted 23-Jun-2009 at 21:41 by Butterfly Butterfly is online now

	$Daffodil\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'s Avatar$ oh hunni ((((hugs)))) i'm sure everyone gets like that, your under so much stress and pressure it's bound to clog you brain cells. I'm sure it will all work out xxx
	Posted 23-Jun-2009 at 21:43 by Daffodil

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I need my holiday now! I haven't done my essay, i haven't revised my maths, I havent done my cpads! My mentor tells me to write them in pen....she then complains that they're ****, hence why I write them in pencil so I can just change the structure! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I didn't pass my english A level for writing poorly so what the ¤¤¤¤ is she on about!

Will work my butt off next week, this weeks covered in placement! but next week I'm back at uni. Got a meeting with my mentor...really not looking forward to it! God I need this year to be over

rant over! *steam blows outta ears* thanks for the support girls x

Posted 24-Jun-2009 at 21:30 by kittykat kittykat is offline

Princess I hope this is all better now and u my darlin can never give up ......... I simply will NOT allow it!

Posted 04-Jul-2009 at 19:37 by boocarter
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:O MOTHER! lol

tis getting a bit better, boys mess with my head but sod em! just need a holiday, bring on august!xxx

Posted 05-Jul-2009 at 00:44 by kittykat

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