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I have never written a blog before so do bear with me ??? I am using this as a means to rid myself of silly / funny / sad / exciting thoughts that i have during my days ....so are you gonna join my personal rollercoaster ???? .....better put your seat belt on !!!! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Last night I dreamt that....... Posted 08-Aug-2009 at 07:50 by mrsrobbiewilliams .....I met my very first BF again! I was in a hospital (working LOL)and noticed my friend who was my very first bf's sister, I asked why she was there and she said cause her bro was in there. I told her to tell him I said hello and that I hope he felt better soon, next thing I know he appears through the doors and comes over to me and gives me the biggest hug ever! OMG it was sooo nice ! He was about 5ft 11 when we were going out compared to my petite 5 ft 3 so he felt so big and strong. He then looked down to me and said. 'dont worry I will look after you' , It's so nice, I am almost crying now about it and when I woke up this morning I was sooo upset that it was just a dream !! Is my subconsious ( sp ? ) trying to tell me somethng ?? ALthough me and hubby are still together we are not happy , I believe I deserve better and he has been a **** to me in the past ! Quoting a robbie song..' I just wanna feel real love in the home that I'm living in ' I feel so sad this morning, emotional and empty almost, and jealous of others who appear to be so happy. Thats a really nasty thing to think of but it's true. I'm not a bad person am I ? XXX Total Comments 2 Comments
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