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I have never written a blog before so do bear with me ??? I am using this as a means to rid myself of silly / funny / sad / exciting thoughts that i have during my days ....so are you gonna join my personal rollercoaster ???? .....better put your seat belt on !!!!
Last night I dreamt that.......
Posted 08-Aug-2009 at 07:50 by mrsrobbiewilliams
.....I met my very first BF again!
I was in a hospital (working LOL)and noticed my friend who was my very first bf's sister, I asked why she was there and she said cause her bro was in there. I told her to tell him I said hello and that I hope he felt better soon, next thing I know he appears through the doors and comes over to me and gives me the biggest hug ever!
OMG it was sooo nice ! He was about 5ft 11 when we were going out compared to my petite 5 ft 3 so he felt so big and strong. He then looked down to me and said. 'dont worry I will look after you' , It's so nice, I am almost crying now about it and when I woke up this morning I was sooo upset that it was just a dream !!
Is my subconsious ( sp ? ) trying to tell me somethng ?? ALthough me and hubby are still together we are not happy , I believe I deserve better and he has been a **** to me in the past !
Quoting a robbie song..' I just wanna feel real love in the home that I'm living in '
I feel so sad this morning, emotional and empty almost, and jealous of others who appear to be so happy. Thats a really nasty thing to think of but it's true. I'm not a bad person am I ?
XXX
I was in a hospital (working LOL)and noticed my friend who was my very first bf's sister, I asked why she was there and she said cause her bro was in there. I told her to tell him I said hello and that I hope he felt better soon, next thing I know he appears through the doors and comes over to me and gives me the biggest hug ever!
OMG it was sooo nice ! He was about 5ft 11 when we were going out compared to my petite 5 ft 3 so he felt so big and strong. He then looked down to me and said. 'dont worry I will look after you' , It's so nice, I am almost crying now about it and when I woke up this morning I was sooo upset that it was just a dream !!
Is my subconsious ( sp ? ) trying to tell me somethng ?? ALthough me and hubby are still together we are not happy , I believe I deserve better and he has been a **** to me in the past !
Quoting a robbie song..' I just wanna feel real love in the home that I'm living in '
I feel so sad this morning, emotional and empty almost, and jealous of others who appear to be so happy. Thats a really nasty thing to think of but it's true. I'm not a bad person am I ?
XXX
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Oh hun I feel so sad for you, I'm not quite sure what to say but couldnt not reply. One of my best friends was in a loveless marriage and they had 5 kids, i know she felt as tho she had to stay for the security but some of the things he said to her were just dam right cruel and she's the most lovliest person in the world. I have never been in your position but dont know if i could stay with someone if there was nothing between us, but then I suppose I would worry about money etc and understand why people do stay. I'm not sure if you are able to work through your problems or if you've sought professional help. I cant imagine how hard it most be for you especially embarking on a new career path. If you ever just need to chat let me know, and i hope thing work out how you want them too, take care x xPosted 08-Aug-2009 at 19:55 by Daffodil
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What a dream - definitely 'sent' to make you think about your current situation. It's difficult, isn't it? You know what you want in your heart, but your head and other people all affect your decision making. It's so much more difficult when kids are involved (I can't remember if you have any
), and mortgages...
When I had to make that difficult choice what came to mind that enabled me to bite the bullet and get out of a situation that was going to destroy me was, "life's too short".
I'm hoping that in your own time you'll be able to make the right decision for you. Sending you love and strength xxxPosted 09-Aug-2009 at 11:09 by Bunny
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