Tasha

This is kind of a reflective post, I have been thinking about all that myself and my husband have been through, thought I would write it here in order to get some closure on some of it (obviously some things there will never be closure on).

We decided to get married when my oldest was just...

So I guess this is kinda my announcement to you all; I am on this terrifying journey once again. I am currently some where between 5 and 6 weeks pregnant.

Aside from my three living children and my angel Honey I have also had three miscarriages. So that is seven pregnancies with just three...

I am sorry for another sad blog.

It is now the 30th of May which means that it is two years today since we said our final goodbyes to Honey.

We spent the morning trying to keep busy, getting ready, and our families came to our house.

At 1pm the car arrived, Honey's...

Two years ago today was the last full day Honey was alive inside me. Tomorrow is two years since I felt her last kick. Friday 15th is two years since it was confirmed she had gone. And Saturday 16th May is her 2nd Birthday.

I am falling apart inside. I feel like my heart is breaking, well...

I dont know why I am writing this or indeed what I am going to write. Is this for me? For you? I dont know to be honest, all I do know is that I feel so alone right now, and have an urge to acknowledge my daughter some where, some how as her second birthday approaches.

Yesterday it was...